Thursday, June 02, 2005

More reflection...

My grandfather died when I was almost 18. Always warm, loving and fun. I have often wondered if my grandpa would be proud of the woman I've become. I know I have my answer. I have realized he always did approve of me; it is I who had to get to the place where I approved of myself. I feel like Grandpa is standing here with me, saying, "Honey, you've done good."

I've been blessed with wonderful people in my life. Both of my grandfathers who are now gone. My father who taught me hard work and a stick to it attitude pay off. A sister who shared in the happiness of every joyful event in my life and who gave me hope when none seemed possible. A husband I can talk to about anything and laugh about everything. With each of them we have shared our greatest triumphs, darkest moments, and most precious hopes and dreams. I cannot imagine my life without any one of these people. They have helped me to become the person I am and made my world a loving place.